So it has just been one of those weeks that I am feeling a little low. I don't know if it is my recent return from being with all of my awesome family that has brought this on or the fact that I hate having to leave my sweet son and husband every night to go to work. I know that I got my education and degree for a reason.....actually for this exact reason.....so that I could possibly help my husband through school one day, or have something to fall back on, but as time quickly approaches that I will be having our second baby I am really just wanting to be able to stay home and be a mom. I get so envious of all my friends and family that can do that. It probably didn't help that I worked my normal week and then on wednesday morning I came home and didn't sleep so that I could switch over and my boss called and wanted me to work cause the other night tech had called in sick. So I ended up working the majority of the shift till 3 in the morning and finally got to come home and sleep. The problem was that Jared and I had already made plans to go to the temple early so I didn't get to sleep in. I was really glad though that we went. We haven't been since jared got home cause things have been so crazy, so it was really nice. Plus I know when we make sacrafices like that to get to the temple that we receive so many blessings.
I know that my time will come when jared will be done with school, and have his work and career figured out I just hope that day is soon. I really feel like my main calling is to be a mom.
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