So I guess I am done nursing. Last week after I worked I noticed the rest of my week off every time I would try to nurse Kai he was super frustrated and would latch on and then pull off. He would do that a few times and then kinda cry and then latch on again. I could tell he was frustrated that the milk wasn't coming fast enough and there wasn't very much of it. Then this week when I started work again I pumped the first night and barely got a 1/2 ounce. It was like drops. So after going back and forth a million times as to whether or not I should be done and even though I don't feel totally ready to be done, I think it's time. I think part of the reason I was hanging on to it was because I was afraid if I stopped that I might feel worse. So really I was doing it more for me than him. For some reason this time I feel so much more attached to him nursing...maybe it's because he is still so young. Anyway I have to have faith that it will be ok and that I will feel fine. Actually I really think I will. I think this will be good. So hopefully my transition to nursing no more will be smooth...I know it will be for Kai.