Jared is gone for the week or more. He has been gone since Wednesday morning in California with Brandon doing some remodel jobs. It has been different not having him home. I really miss him and get just a tad lonely at night when I am used to sitting down with him and watching a good show. On the upside I have been able to have lots of time with the boys and do "mommy" things that I don't get to do very often....even if it means getting up really early. :) I am so not used to that.
Anyway I have loved every second of it. It makes me look forward to the day that I get to be home with them more. There is so much I would do with them and I would get done in the house. I just don't feel like I have the time right now with my schedule.
I have been hesitant to admit this, but I think I am going to run another marathon. Yikes...I said it out loud. I am doing it with a big group of girls that consists mostly of my awesome sister-in-laws and the weekend that we do it we are going to go stay at a cabin just us girls. I am excited for the time to spend with all these fun girls, but I seriously get nervous and butterflies in my stomach when I think about actually running the race. I just feel this pressure to do better and to improve on my time. And I haven't seriously run since the last marathon when I got pregnant with Kai (remember I was just barely pregnant when I ran the last one). So...I feel like I was in really awesome shape then, and it just makes me nervous to try and get ready for it. I am so the type of person that thinks if I can't do something as good as I would like then I would almost rather not do it at all. I know that is so bad. I just need to go in with the attitude that I want to feel good and do my best. I know I can.
The boys are all finally feeling better. I realized the other day that I totally forgot to post Kai's 8 month mark...I guess that has come and gone. Haha. He is a happy little boy and wants to be moving SO BAD. He gets one leg behind him and leans forward onto his hands all the time, but just can't quite figure it out. My other two never crawled they both just started walking around 10 months I think so it will be fun to see if he actually crawls.
Oh and his two top teeth are starting to poke through just barely. So cute!