So now that we know we are having a little boy, Jared and I have been trying to decide on a name for him. Jared really likes the name Kai....which I like too, but it's just not my favorite. I really like the name Tayden. So we have been going back and forth and finally today Jared told me that when he went to bed last night he thought, "Yeah Tayden is a good name...." So I asked him if he really liked it and if that is what he wanted to name him, and he was like, "yeah....I like it.....I like Kai better....." So I still don't feel like it's decided. He sounded so unenthusiastic about Tayden that I don't want to feel like he doesn't like what we are naming our new little boy. So who knows what it will be. Maybe we will have to find a totally different name that we both like.
Anyway I have been trying to write and post as much as possible because I kinda want this to be my journal. I have always been really bad about writing in a journal....actually I pretty much never have. I used to justify it by scrapbooking, but that doesn't even really tell enough. So I thought now if I do this and write enough about what's going on that maybe I will feel ok about not having a journal. So does this count? When I am long gone and my kids and grandkids, and great grandkids go back to see what my life was like and what I was like, will this be enough? I want them to be able to know who I am, and what my life was all about. Anyway I wonder if there is a way that I can print all these every so often and put them in a book or bind them in a folder. I will have to look into that.
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