Thursday, November 19, 2009

Dear Boys.

I am sorry that I am so crabby and impatient with you all the time. I seem to have little energy or drive to do anything these days. I feel like something is sucking the life right out of me more and more each day. I don't know what the main culprit is...the little one growing inside of me or this horrible graveyard shift that I am working. I am sure it is both. Either way....Boys...I am sorry. I am sorry that I am short with you. I am sorry it takes you asking me 10 times for me to finally get up and do something for you. I am sorry I can't run around and build forts and play ninjas with you. I am sorry I can't carry you around Tayden when you want to be held. I am sorry Boston that I can' think of a "fun fing" to do. I am sorry. I promise I will try a little harder. And soon...I am sure I will start to feel a little better.

Love mom.

3 comments:

Alli Blue said...

You are doing the best you can Myca! They will understand! I felt the same way! Just love them!

Tom Earl said...

Fun Fing - that is so Boston!

Samantha and Tyrel Ross said...

Wow you put how I feel into words perfectly. I am kind of on bedrest again already due to being only 26 weeks and having to already make a run to the hospital to get contractions stopped. So my poor boys are suffering tons with me having to spend most of my time on the couch resting. They have too much energy for a mom not to be able to do anything. So I am with you, but luckily kids are tough and they will survive through it!! Try not to feel too bad even though easier said than done.